So I’m gonna stop drinking pop.. work out.. and eat healthier. I can’t stand being like this anymore.. I miss seeing my hipbones and my legs not touching. I’m gonna get there I know it.
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posted:3 months ago
What the hell is wrong with me.? Why do I always end up with the shit end of the stick. It’s okay for you to sleep with a girl yet I can’t even talk to a guy. It’s okay for you to bad mouth my family but if I do it I better pack my bags. It’s alright for you to sit there and say stuff and bottle stuff up just to hurt me.. but I can’t do it because then I’m psycho? Tell me why it is okay for you to do all of this but I can’t do one thing wrong otherwise I’m paying for it for a long time. Why can you keep a grudge over something stupid but yet I’m expected to forgive and forget over something that has cut me to the core. I can’t be clingy yet when I’m not I’m a bitch I don’t know what to do anymore at this point. I love you to death but I can’t go on feeling so unwanted all the time. It’s driving me up the wall I can’t sleep I can’t eat. I’m dying and you don’t even see. My dreams were tossed out the window and you didn’t care but when yours were I was supposed to cry and comfort you I didn’t get anything I’ve always been left out and when you came along you made me feel wanted but now that it has been two years you are giving up just like everyone else. I can’t take you being nice to me one minute and then you turning and slamming to the ground the next………
I really need help on what to do right now. Please someone give me advice on what to do. I have tried everything. If someone is willing to help that would be greatly appreciated. This is what I am dealing with right now. And I can’t find a solution. Sorry for the sob story but I don’t know where else to turn. I’ve tried it all.
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posted:4 months ago
Afraid.
I’m always afraid.
I hope all of this is a dream
I don’t know what to do at this point.
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posted:4 months ago
SOME OF THESE BETTER BE IN MY ASK WHEN I WAKE UP
| 1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? |
| 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? |
| 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? |
| 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? |
| 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? |
| 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? |
| 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? |
| 8. How often do you listen to music? |
| 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? |
| 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? |
| 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? |
| 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? |
| 13. What about ‘R’? |
| 14. Can you drive a stick shift? |
| 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? |
| 16. Are you going out of town soon? |
| 17. When was the last time you cried? |
| 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? |
| 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? |
| 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? |
| 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. |
| 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? |
| 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? |
| 24. What are you sitting on right now? |
| 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? |
| 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? |
| 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? |
| 28. Do you get a lot of colds? |
| 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? |
| 30. Does anyone hate you? |
| 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? |
| 32. Do you like watching scary movies? |
| 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? |
| 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? |
| 35. Did you have a dream last night? |
| 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? |
| 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? |
| 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? |
| 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? |
| 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? |
| 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? |
| 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? |
| 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? |
| 44. What’s the best part about school? |
| 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? |
| 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? |
| 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? |
| 48. Were you single over the last summer? |
| 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? |
| 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? |
| 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? |
| 52. Are you nice to everyone? |
| 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? |
| 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? |
| 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? |
| 56. Do you think you like someone? |
| 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? |
| 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? |
| 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? |
| 60. Do you hate anyone? |
| 61. How’s your heart? |
| 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? |
| 63. Have you ever cried over a guy? |
| 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? |
| 65. Are your toenails painted pink? |
| 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? |
| 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? |
| 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? |
| 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? |
| 70. How do you look right now? |
| 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? |
| 72. Can you commit to one person? |
| 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? |
| 74. Have you ever felt replaced? |
| 75. Did you wake up cranky? |
| 76. Are you a jealous person? |
| 77. Are relationships ever worth it? |
| 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? |
| 79. Currently wanting to see anyone? |
| 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? |
| 81. Last person you cried in front of? |
| 82. Is there someone you will never forget? |
| 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? |
| 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? |
| 85. Are you over your past? |
| 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? |
| 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? |
| 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? |
| 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? |
| 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? |
| 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? |
| 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? |
| 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? |
| 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? |
| 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? |
| 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? |
| 97. Who do you have texts from? |
| 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? |
| 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? |
| 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? |
| 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? |
| 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? |
